Isn’t that where you go when you need to start over? When all else fails? That’s where I need to go. I got to my Weight Watchers meeting with high hopes. I had tried hard since getting home from Atlanta on Monday. I’d written everything down. Only thing I wasn’t tracking was my Weekly Points Allowance because I had used all I had over the weekend. (At least I think I did) I still calculated anytime I went over my daily Points. I didn’t feel good physically this morning, I felt bloated and vaguely sausage like. My anxiety was proved correct when I got on the scale and I had gained a pound and a half. If that wasn’t bad enough that weight put me at Exactly 2 pounds over my goal. That means if I gain any more, I pay. THAT IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!
Which is why I’m going back to Square One. I’ve done this program for a very long time and I know what is necessary. Regardless of my experience, I can still foul things up, which obviously I have. So I start over.
It probably shouldn’t have happened, but Ralph wanted to go to a Chinese restaurant for lunch so I relented. Under ordinary circumstances, I would allow myself some flexibility on a Saturday, but I must admit, I felt guilty doing this today.
Egg drop soup. I think I was feeling so guilty that I didn’t really enjoy this very much.
I ordered from the lunch menu and got veggie delight-veggies and tofu and requested brown rice instead of white. This was very good, but again I didn’t enjoy it as much as usual, because I do believe I was feeling guilty.
Obviously, I need to get a new game plan…Go back to Square One. There’s going to be a lot of planning going on around here in the next few days. I do seriously need to get back on track and I’m the only once who is able to make the changes necessary. So between reading the new books I got today both from the library, library book sale and a thrift store…oh yes and watching monster movies on Turner Classics…I’ll be planning my come back!